port

A week ago, if you asked me to use the word port in a sentence, it would have been something like "Yes, i would like some port with my creme brûlée".

But the times, they are a changing.  On Friday, I had my port placed.  The procedure itself went smoothly - it did take 2 tries to get an IV, which I think is probably standard protocol for people about to get ports so it makes the port seem more important and you actually sign the consent form.   Then I took a quick break from reality with some fentanyl and versed.  Half an hour later, when I tuned back in, the procedure was done and it was time to go home.  I made John drive us to Blanc burger so I could eat a cheeseburger.

Recovery from the port placement has been slower and more painful that I had hoped for - but I am starting to feel better today.  Lots of sore muscles in my neck and chest - but not needing anything more than Aleve now for my discomfort.

I will use the port for the first time this Thursday for my first round of chemo.  I will have chemo every 2 weeks with doctor visits weekly to check my blood counts.  I'm anxious to get started on my chemo so that we can start shrinking this tumor.  I am also eager to see how good/bad I feel after chemo so that we know how much help we are going to need around the house.   Everyone has been so generous with offers to help and support the family during this time.  Thank you.

Today we had family pictures taken.  If you have ever thought to yourself  "the only thing more fun than family portraits is having all of my teeth pulled" then you and John think a lot alike.  Nevertheless, I wanted to have pictures taken before I started to look "sick".    Everyone was a good sport.  Hudson was complaining about his outfit and I overheard John saying "this is just part of having having your mommy for a mommy, sometimes we are going to have to wear things we don't like".   Love it!  :)   Finn melted down about half way through - so fingers crossed we got some good pictures.  And if we all look really, really happy and perfect - you will know the secret back story...

Enjoy the sun and snow today!