Yesterday I had my 8th and final chemo treatment - YAY! To make sure that I was really done with that place they were running extra slow and the whole visit took close to 8 hours to complete - including a 2 hour lay-over in the chemo infusion waiting room. My mom was with me and we made the best of it! I didn't really know what to expect after my last chemo - a trumpet fanfare, confetti canon? Instead we just said goodbye and headed out of "exam level 3" - hopefully for the last time.
Last week I met with my radiation oncologist. John pointed out that in my last post I presumptuously used male pronouns when referring to this new doctor. "What would the WWW (women's group and the hospital) have to say about this!" My apologies to women doctors everywhere - and my radiation oncologist is certainly not a "he". She is lovely, and smart as hell. I feel like I am in good hands for the next stage of my treatment. 2 weeks of radiation therapy to my chest scheduled for the end of July. She wanted to wait 4-6 weeks (apparently this is "protocol" that my oncologist wasn't familiar with - sigh - why don't doctors ever talk to each other....) for my chemo to wash out and then start the treatments. I will go to KU med every day for 2 weeks to get the treatments.
Radiation is scheduled to be done August 2nd - and then I think I will finally feel done. But, I'm starting to wonder if that is even true? Will there ever be a day I don't think "please don't relapse?". Hopefully as I put some time and distance between me and Hodgkins, I can reclaim my life where I didn't worry about my health, but I know I will never take my health for granted another day in my life.
So cheers to the journey and the end of chemotherapy - it is hard to believe I have come so far. This experience gets lumped in those parts of your life (like having a newborn come to live at your house forever) where you think how did time go so fast when it felt like it was going so slowly... I couldn't have asked for a better support system - so thank you to each and every person that helped out, held me close in your heart, and made me feel loved. I am so very blessed.
Julia, we are so eager to see you back at work. We have missed you so much, and are so glad that you are getting healthy with no lingering cancer! You go girl. MaryAnn
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